Complementary Genes

Going back to school time, Biology never was my fave subject. But good thing, our friendship was stronger than when i had to get along with Chemistry. Yes, Chemistry was the only subject that made me feel nothing..as in..nothing..without my soo beloved deskmate (hello Febri..i will never forget it.. haha ..) helping me passing all the trials in a form of Chemistry exams. So as i recalled, at least there was one thing that made me interested the most when it comes to Biology. It was when we learned about genes on our 3rd grade in high school.

I dont really remember the kinds of those genes now..but there is one here that will be our main artist tonight. Ladies and gentlemans.. please welcome.. COMPLEMENTARY GENEEESS.. !!

Ok ok..enough with the applause....you may sit down now..

Nahh, straight to the point, now we have the definition of it..thanks to google...

"Complementary genes are

two independent pairs of nonallelic genes, neither of which will produce its effect in the absence of the other."

Based on it..i remembered i used to have a theory of mine..that something like that also happens to people..just like complementary genes, i think people have many different characteristics thats impossible to show them all up in front of every other people that they meet. For example me..i realized that i dont always act the same way when im with different people. BUT it doesnt mean that i try to fake the real me or what...Of course its still me..and i will always be myself..Its just that..well..its quite hard to explain...Hmmm..ok ok..let me try. Take this as an example..there was a time when i realized that hey..I can crack a good joke when im with A..but..wait wait..why do i become this sensitive when im with B?? And..when everytime im with C..why do i always feel like a-soo-not-creative person?? she always makes me say yes and think that her solution is the best of all...while when i go to D..i never failed in suggesting something better than others???

And the question is..whats the impact now that i have a thought of something like that? I started to decide where i do really belong to. Well..i mean..come on..who wants to linger around people that make you feel bad? Who doesnt want to stay around them who can bring up the best in you? Thats why..you need to find them..your other half of genes...your complementary gene...

But in the process..just like life..theres a time when you fall..then raise again..Its not always easy to find your complementary genes...You might think you already find it..but after years you might realize that..nope..he/she never was it..he/she never was my complementary gene...And then youre starting to go through this wild world to make your other gene complete...(exag).

But the thing is..no matter how far you are with your complementary gene..at the end..

they will always find a way to meet each other....

...sweet.

I might be selfish if i said im so sorry that i have to admit..i might be that superduperextravery defensive only when im with you....but..this is me..not making excuses again..and me..never meant to be that defensive like you used to say..not this time..not anymore.. Its just that..its something that i cant help..something that i cant..haaay im sorry that i dont even know if i was that..well..that bad..that defensive...But hey look at the bright side..at least it will be our turning point..that makes me..makes us sure that were never meant to be together..

Well..but still..i think theres a catch..Hmm...can you count a BELIEF factor? Cz for me..out of my own theory..i still believe that it will always depend on ourself.. To be honest..this is really new for me..that im starting to think that..if you believe that he/she is your other complementary gene..then he/she will be..

And if the half part of my complementary gene used to say "I need to find you...I've gotta find you..", now its saying.."I think i found you..and i believe that its you..so this time i will not only believe but also try my best to prove that im true.." (sheesh..imagine if the genes inside you are able to say something long like that..)

"Whoaa..I Never Meant to Brag..!!! (BUT...)."

Doesnt it sound so familiar? Come on..admit it...you might say it for some times in a while right? Then the question is..where does this kind of feeling come from?? Is it because you feel that youre much better than the person that you compared with? Or is it bcz youre just too blind to see that your weaknesses are much more than you ever knew and realized? And that you feel better in any aspects? Of course some people are born with this negative side which is stronger and growing stronger than other people have. But im pretty sure that even the most humble one is soo possible to feel it too. Maybe with a catch, that they dont really say it..as in..say it loudly to other people, like other do. Maybe its enough for them to keep it all inside. Enough just to feel happy all alone cz they know they are better than others.

For me..bragging is soo human (sorry vampires..i dont count you in here;). Sometimes we cant help it but compare ourself with others. I cant really decide if this is a good thing or not. Cz sometimes..by comparing yourself with others..you might find your positive sides..and that youre starting to feel proud and love yourself as the way you are. But on the other hand, when the feel of bragging is too much (thanks to the devils) and that you cant control it anymore..you'll be starting to be more arrogant..You tend to see others less precious than you..and it could be worse..worse..and worse.

Well, i think bragging is ok..as long as you know how to control it...and that it can motivate yourself to be better and better. Its just that..lets learn how to handle it when the feeling is too much. Who said that you may not tell when you feel like bragging to anyone? Nope. You might tell it. Its just that..choose the right person to tell. The one who'll laugh with you instead of laugh at you (hey..its soo different right??)..The one who will say yes its reasonable that you brag. But also the one who will remind you..ok ok..its enough now..let me take you back on earth. And then you two will laugh together. Then you might say thanks to him/her for reminding you before you turn to be like the mother of snow white (who's soo annoying cz she forgot that there might be someone who's more beautiful than her..and that shes not everything in this world).

I know this is not much..but at the end..the conclusion is...lets brag.....!!!!!! (huh?? hahaha..seriously..i just dont know how to end this crappy blog..hehehe).

Love..Peace..and Rock and Roll..!!!!!!!!!

HUMAN vs ROBOT

Berikut adalah beberapa perbedaan robot dan manusia:

Robot bisa dengan mudah diprogram ulang, dicuci otak, dibuat lupa, dan diinput memori baru. Sedangkan manusia, memiliki otak. Bahkan jika seandainya otak itu terbentur dan mengalami guncangan dan membuat manusia lupa segalanya, manusia masih punya hati. Hati itu, bagaimanapun juga, akan menyimpan beberapa kepingan memori yang pernah mereka alami.

Karena bisa diprogram ulang dan sebagainya, kita bisa dengan semena-mena meminta robot melakukan apapun sesuka hati kita, Jika kemarin mereka kita caci maki dan hina dina segala rupa (exag, hehe), hari ini kita bisa meminta mereka untuk kembali seperti semula seakan-akan penyiksaan batin yang kemarin kita lakukan hanya sebuah mimpi buruk (lagipula sejak kapan robot punya batin? haha). Tapi manusia, mereka bisa berdarah. Mereka bisa terluka. Mereka bisa tercabik-cabik (ok ok, tingkat kelebayan semakin meninggi saudara-saudara). Dan saat kita minta mereka untuk "Lupakan..kembalilah seperti kamu yang sebelumnya. Kamu yang biasa", maka mereka bisa saja berkata "Maaf. Dia, aku yang sebelumnya, aku yang biasa, sudah mati kamu tusuk kemarin". Kalau sudah seperti itu mau bagaimana lagi? Berharap mereka bisa bereinkarnasi atau bagaimana? Hmmm..hayo?? hehehe (makin ngaco). Tapi jangan khawatir dulu, ada juga jenis manusia yang pintar berpura-pura. Mereka akan bertindak seperti apapun yang kamu minta. Karenanya, lahirlah profesi-profesi seperti badut, artis, dan sebagainya.

WHEN I FALL in LOVE

When i fall in with you, i might look like your dad when you're sick. I might be more fussier than him to remind you to take your medicines.. to check what you eat.. I might be overworried and exag.. and maybe look a little bit annoying.. but there is no other reason..its just bcz i love and care for you that much..

When i fall in with you, i might not always tell you "Hey... i'm here.. !". I might not always be that sensitive to realize when you need me (especially when you dont tell me explicitly). But just come to me. Come to me and you may complain. you may be pissed off, you may cry loudly, you may curse them, you may vent out on me. I might not always be able to give you a good advise or the best solution. Or to crack a funny joke to make you smile and laugh. But i will be there for you to give you a big hug after youre done complaining, crying, or venting out on me.

When i fall in with you, please never ever take my love for granted. I can't always stand the pain. I might lose the reason why i have to stay longer. What should i carry on for more if theres only my love left, not ours?

When i fall in with you, we might find obstacles, and some complicated arguments. And when it happens, please just stay for a while.. Please never ever leave me.. Please just stay... Stay for a while.. Cz it's the time when i need you the most. The time when i'm willing to sacrifice everything in me just to have your arms on my back. And once you're gone.. once you leave me.. you might not see me again.. still sitting there, waiting for you.

When i fall in love with you, i will let you get the best from me.. so that if somehow it doesn't work out anymore.. i might be sad.. i might have a broken heart.. but in the end i will have no regret cz hey.. i already gave you all.. as in all...a nd if its not enough for you.. just go and stay away please.. cz me.. i believe there will be someone else who deserve me much better than you.. someone else who deserve to get all the best from me... and once i find her.. i will stand to what i believe.. and wont let what we have go..

When i fall in with you, i might not always understand you in every moment you need me to understand... but i will always try.. always try to understand... it might need some time.. some more and more explanations.. but please dont give up.. cz i assure you i wont stop trying to..

"I PROMISE"

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's left to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
 
Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you 
I promise
 
And I promise 
I promise 
I will be there when you call me
I promise 
I promise I will