Love is not a trial.

Love is not a trial. It is not meant to be easy. Yeah I know, everything about love is always not easy. Because what ? Because it is given by God. Love doesn't appear on command. How hard you give command to your heart to love someone, if God doesn't give permission, you just can't. Love does not let you fall for whomever you'd like. It will pair you with someone you might never have expected. Greatfull right ?

Love surfaces neither at the most opportune moment nor in the most convenient.It will put you face to face with endless obstacles. Love makes you brave. Love gives you strenght, love gives you power that you never thought before. But in the end, none of that will matter because it is how you overcome its obstacles that will define your love. How hard you stand for your love, how deep is your love. 

Overall, love may not be a trial but love is ultimately the best thing that will ever happen to your life. Just enjoy the game, it is God's gift to every human. We are blessed !

Happy...

do you believe that there are no accident in life ? everything happens for a reason. yeah i believe it. but sometimes i ever thought that there's something coincident. sometimes i believe that god and world just makes it happens. let me give an example. if you plan something, then if it happened, there's must be world make a conspiracy to make it happened. then i think, everything happens for a reason. but then god make it happen. emm confusing, it's all god's plan, there's something that we can change something can not. if something that we can change, god wanna see our action. if something that can not, it's our destiny.

every person we meet will have a role in our lives, be it big or small. some will hurt, betray and make us sad, moreover crying. it's all just to make us stronger. pain make us better. some will teach us lesson. lesson to make us smarter, not to change us but for realize our mistakes and to help us grow. it's all god's way to make us be a good people. and some would simply inspire and make us happy. cheers up, you're not alone in this world. there're million people out there, maybe worse than you. life once, and make it happy =)

Have you ever been in love ?

have you ever been in love ? horrible yeah ? yeah that's love, it makes you so vulnerable. vulnerable like seconhand serenade's song, lol. love can open your chest and love can open up your heart. you know what can happen when your heart were opened ? it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. it's all depends on you. how can you manage it, how can you handle it. you build up all these defences, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you at least. then the one special, wanders into your madness life. you give them a piece of you, it's lucky that not whole your life. they didn't ask for it. yeah you give it free. love takes hostages. love gets inside you. then it's being not real you. your life isn't your own anymore. love eats you out and leaves you confusing. 

have you ever thought someday that special one may leave you alone ? leave everything that both of you done, dumbness. like a simple phrase "maybe we should be just friends" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. yeah it's hurt guys, really hurt. not just in the imagination, not just in the mind. it's real in your world. it's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart-pain. no more your quality time with him/her. s/he just got away, from your life. it's suck. i like falling in love, but i don't like breaking in love.